When i look back on the last year, i see myself laughing,crying,being desperate,being in love and even thinking of tomorrow and yesterday.
It came and went as gentle as a breeze.
I am following my memories down the memory lane, realising that they are and always will be pictures hanging the the hall of memory lane.
I see no fiture in the current state of the world,
why people might ask?
well the answer is infront of us all.
As the need for “better” educated people grow.
The less educated people are being demolished, and frozen out of society.
More people are getting poor, dieing, and falling into depression and drug abuse.
How come we see this world as a good thing?
It seems like the world itself isnt seeing a happy ending to the human race.
I might sound really negative when writhing this, but the truth be told i always try find the positive things with everything and everyone.
But the world always seem to throw something in the way of this positive thinking.
Why is it that we fight so hard to go on when all we can do is fight back to survive another day.
For me i focus on the light points in my life to not go completely insane.
Even tho there are days i wonder if it wouldnt be better to go insane and see how it will go.
Everywhere around us are people that try so hard to be perfect, “normal” even more.
But why try so hard reaching something that is unattainable?
For me perfection isnt reality nor fiction.
Perfection is everyone and everything in its own wicked and weird way.
These thoughts probably comes to everyone some time.
But for now i am not worried anymore, these are and will always be thoughts.
They cant hurt me more then give me a headache.
danwolfmoon 